Animal sex
He is feeling aggressive these days. His eyes follow me as I cross a room, watching me like a predator watches its next meal. He is impatient if I take too long to come to him when he calls. He wants me near him, so that he can reach out and touch my breast or feel my hair or pull me even closer.
When we are in bed together, he pulls me into him and rolls me whichever way it is he wants me. If I am slow in responding, he growls and pulls me more roughly. Sometimes he wants my head on his shoulder, my belly and legs long against his side, one leg thrown across his. Other times he wants me on my side, with my ass tucked into him, my wrists in his firm grip. My arms are wrapped around myself and I feel like a small bundle, unable to move easily until he wills it. When he wishes he unwraps me, either to re-position me or to open me up and play with me.
He plays with me like a cat plays with a mouse. From a dead sleep I am rolled onto my back and only vaguely aware of the first few nibbles and pinches. I awaken as his attention to my breasts becomes more persistent. He is playing with them intently, watching them move as he bats at them, seeing the nipples harden and elongate as he tugs. He leans over to taste them and then suckles harder, occasionally nipping as he does.
I moan and he looks up, delighted that I am now awake. He rises over me, looking down on me with unconcealed lust. His hand roams over me, brushing the hair from my face, caressing and briefly gripping my neck, running along my breasts and down my belly, into my fur, my soft wetness. He plays with me there. My hips start to move of their own accord, slowly at first and then arching up to meet him.
I make little sounds when he plays with me, he tells me. Small moans and squeaks and purrs. He knows that if he continues this way, I will soon be adding whispers and pleas to the sounds. Garbled, but clear to him: fuck me, pleaseplease fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me now. Please.
Before he will fuck me, he makes me cum for him. He tells me I can’t have it (”I want it. Please. Fuck me. I need it. Please”) until I cum. He tells me this, he taunts me with it, as he brings me closer and closer to the edge. As he brings me there, his hands and mouth on me are rougher and rougher. I can’t think, I don’t even know I have a brain, all I know is handsmouthsweetpaingodtouchohohoh. I cum, I am racked, I shake, I gasp, I cry out and he is in me fucking me and it is goodgoodgoodsogood. He is deep in me and filling me and there is wet and slick and grinding against me and pushing and I arch to meet him and he cums and shudders and cries out and falls onto me, sweat-slicked and chest against mine. Mine. My man.
Later I find small marks on my breasts and my neck. I love them, they are his marks on me. Marks of ownership. I am his.
He did not escape unscathed. Both shoulders have yellowing bruises where I bit down. One time he counted more than a dozen, from different encounters. I don’t know that I do it when I do, I am always shocked afterward, when we are in the shower or I see him dressing. I trace them and the animal in me remembers, looks at them through half-hooded eyes.
I always feel a bit sad when bite marks and hickies fade. I loooooove them.
Comment by RoriG — October 10, 2007 @ 9:40 am
Beautifully written and so seductively posed.
Comment by Blissfully Wed — October 10, 2007 @ 9:45 am
Amy, that was beautifully written!
I am hoping that my time in the wilderness is about to end.I have someone who is showing a great deal of interest in me and I have to say, the words he utters have me in raptures! Although I am married to a fantastic vanilla guy, the sub in me doesn’t want to die! My husband does understand this and seems to be willing to accept it is a need that needs attending. I hope to be able to, in the future, to say i have a new Master!
Keep writing, it’s spellbinding!!
Heilan
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Comment by Heilan — October 10, 2007 @ 10:43 am
WOW. Enough said.
Comment by TheDominateOne — October 10, 2007 @ 5:29 pm
Beautiful, Beautiful picture. Amazing pose, and i actually sat back in my chair when i saw the eyes.
Comment by jenfrog — October 10, 2007 @ 5:32 pm
Amy - that is the first picture of you posted on this blog (and the previous one) in which I could truly visualize Richard spanking you. I swear I could visualize the expression of lust, love, pain, and joy on your face and in your eyes.
Funny, I would have thought the picture of Richard spanking you would have opened me to that visualization, but it was this picture.
Comment by The Silent Male — October 10, 2007 @ 7:13 pm
Holy crap, that picture is amazing. It matches your post so perfectly. It sounds like you and Richard have sex a lot - I’m envious of that. Is it enough to satisfy you? Is it ever too much?
Comment by penny — October 10, 2007 @ 7:47 pm
RoriG - I KNOW!!! Richard gets them more than I do, I’m ashamed to say. I love it when I do.
Blissfully Wed - Thank you!
Heilan - That is wonderful news. You have to keep us poste please and good luck!
TDO - Thank you
jenfrog - Thanks, I think. *grin* Honestly, when Richard showed me the photo, I was a little creeped out by the eyes. It took me a while to get used to the picture.
TSM - Welcome back!!! Hope you’re doing well and that is an interesting observation.
penny - Loved your comment. Glad you liked the pic/post. Yes, we have lots of sex. But we were just talking about this, and it kinda ALL feels like sex - how he holds me at night, how he moves toward me when he sees me, how he talks to me - the penetration part is just a small part of it all. So far, it’s never been “too much”, although various bits of my (and his) anatomy might disagree at times!
Comment by Amy — October 10, 2007 @ 8:24 pm
I love the fierce passivity of both the picture and the prose. Beautiful.
Comment by Z — October 10, 2007 @ 8:30 pm
This is my 5th time coming back to this post. I love this pic!!! It reminds me of an animal or vampire that was devouring its prey and was startled — looking up ready to strike or defend its kill. It is so primal. Her eyes. Her hands. The lighting. The pose.
Honestly I would print this and hang it in my home if I were you guys!
Comment by TheDominateOne — October 10, 2007 @ 10:15 pm
Beautiful, Amy. (And Richard.) You’re changing. Your nails, your hair… your eyes. The photographer and his model (or the model and her photographer) are merging. Posts and photos have always been gorgeous to read and view… It’s different now… more intense, more free… Gripping.
Comment by Sulpicia — October 10, 2007 @ 10:31 pm
Well, you look a little bit aggressive yourself, like you are a cat about to pounce!
Comment by Roper — October 11, 2007 @ 4:01 am
Excellent post, stunning picture, I need to get with Sir RIGHT NOW!
Comment by jdslove — October 11, 2007 @ 9:35 am
It’s a beautiful thing when the aggression merges into one beast with same goal - total satisfaction. Feeling a little animalistic myself after reading this. Gorgeous writing, beautifully illustrated.
Comment by Bunny — October 11, 2007 @ 9:52 am
OMG! This is superb! I loved your lyrics and method of tantilizing exposure and that photo is most wonderfully presented! This entire post got my blood boiling and how i, too, miss the animalistic patterns of faded rough animal-like sex marks. i LOVED this!
Kudos to the two of you!
Comment by DL's toy — October 11, 2007 @ 1:25 pm
Brilliant picture! Last time I made it over here, you and Richard were talking about taking photos where he could show more of your face without giving away your identity. I think this one is truly lovely. And the words… Im seeing Ruf tonight but I wasnt feeling very sexy at the thought of the long drive and everything else but your writing sure changed that. Ta muchly x
Comment by havingmycake — October 12, 2007 @ 8:41 am
Hi There!!
Well, some good news & the bad!! lol!! After talking more with J we realise we both have interests!! Only problem is, he is married & his wife is unaware of his ‘hidden’ side. He is fairly new to this, so is a steep learning curve for us both, but one we both want to make together. I don’t think we are in any position at this moment to meet up, but we can still have fun with the net & webcams. *sigh* He has already had me squirming in my seat on more than one occasion!! He has great potential (Ooooh!! I hope so!!)& i can see this lasting quite some time. Perhaps I am being over excited, I don’t know, but I really hope this works. Will keep you posted & let you know how it goes!!
Take care!!
Heilan
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Comment by Heilan — October 12, 2007 @ 2:22 pm
Whoa!
What an image.
What.
An.
Image.
I am literally speechless (in the best possible sense of the expression).
~EA
Comment by Easily Aroused — October 13, 2007 @ 11:31 am
Wow. Between the pic and the post, if Sir doesn’t come home soon I may go crazy. I think that the pic says what I keep telling Him. I have an inner animal too, and it responds to His animal.
I hate when the bites/marks fade, especially while He’s gone.
Comment by AmyElle — October 14, 2007 @ 1:11 am
I keep coming back and rereading the post and the whole being “marked” thing is just so incredibly amazing. The last time I left Sir, I noticed bruises from his bites and nips and the feeling I had at seeing such an obvious sign of our time together was icredibly submissive on a whole other level. He spanks me alot and with various implements and for extended periods but either I have an unbruisable ass or we’re doing something wrong because I rarely see anything the next day. [yeah I know, poor me!] But seeing the marks across my chest and around my torso? It’s like all the air came out of me. I have a problem with the whole “owned” concept, I do much better with feeling possessed, it just seems a more personal concept to me, I’m still a woman vs. an object to be owned. I don’t know, I’m still working through how seeing those marks made me feel, so different than seeing a little bruising on my ass. That and the short hair cut he instructed me to get and I DID IT and told my hairdresser I was told to do it and it felt so RIGHT to say it outloud! I think the shift in being addressed as “little girl” has changed something inside of me as well.
Sorry for the ramble, the prospect of being with him tomorrow is making me a little dizzy! We’ve had some shifts in our relationship, alot of it to do with what we’ve read here. It’s a lot to process so I am grateful as always to you and Richard for all that you share!
Comment by jdslove — October 15, 2007 @ 9:44 am
Thanks to everyone about the kind comments on the pic. I love the chance to capture more aspects of Amy in every image we create together. We have many more to shoot.
jdslove, I’m delighted we’ve had an impact on your relationship shifts — writing the blog and reading everyone’s comments has a similar effect here, and we’ve had many discussions based upon an observant or thought provoking comment someone has made.
All the input, and discussion, is both appreciated and treasured by each of us here.
Comment by Richard — October 16, 2007 @ 1:23 pm
Hey congrats on getting picked for sugasm. It really is a great picture and post.
Comment by Imelda Imelda — October 18, 2007 @ 2:47 am
Very arousing in her aggressive stance!
Comment by tom paine — October 18, 2007 @ 9:11 am
I love they way both of you write, not really into the whole bdsm but post are excelent.
Comment by david — November 30, 2007 @ 5:26 pm